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A week has passed now since I became a Mrs. to say im a happy girl would be an understatement. Lol . I have found however being as happy and free as I now feel have come intensifying feelings in everything I do. This started before our marriage but has steadily climbed upward since. I find joy in just about everything now something I had a hard time doing in my past there few things that brought me much joy. But now everything seems to. The many walls I built into my existence are crumbling before my eyes. Brick by brick they are falling letting in light where before there was darkness. The mortar that held them in place for so long now turning to dust and causing the bricks that were once so strong to fall away with little effort. I have a ways to go not all are gone but the ones that remain have rays of light shining through and those too will fall and be gone. Which brings me back to my intense feelings on things as the light shines bright so do those feelings. Some of you are probably saying what the hell am I trying to say.lol The truth is im not entirely sure , so maybe some examples would help. First example when I get up and after my shower in the morning I slide my large butt plug into my ass, as im doing this and feel the 2lbs of weight slide in my feeling of joy having it there knowing it pleases Sir that its there, puts a smile on my face and adds to my day. When I leave for work and raise my skirt or dress in the back so my almost bare ass (thong on) sits directly on the seat my heart jumps even just raising my skirt . When I kneel however, either waiting for Sir to come home or to ask a question is when my feelings are the strongest like this is where I belong doing what im doing . I have mentioned a picture of Sirs past wife in a few of my blogs her look in that picture is one of sheer devotion to him. I think I am beginning to experience how she felt when that picture was taken. Im devoted to being the best Mrs I can be but even more then that as Sir has taught me over time to be the best me I can be. This past week I have felt Sirs hand to my ass giving me spankings turning it red not because I did something wrong but simply because he likes it . Knowing that makes it even more special to me. He tied me down the other night and took me as he wanted . it was wonderful no bad feelings occurred I think im past most of those now. The feeling of being his is almost overwhelming in the joy it brings me. Intense but welcomed feelings of being owned and his. It is to me the greatest feeling in the world. One quite frankly I never thought to achieve . This lifestyle of Sirs is one I most definitely would have not have walked but ran away from less then a year ago. Now with him in my life it is one I fully embrace. Beyond the lifestyle though lies much more Sir is a teacher not only of the lifestyle but life itself. He has shown me so many things in life that I only dreamed about. He has also shown me the bad and how to deal with them. They no longer run my life I do and he has given me the courage to do so. Some of you who have read my blog on a consistent basis probably have at least a hint of how far down the rabbit hole so to speak I am heading. But I wont be alone Sir will be by my side guiding me protecting me and loving me along the way. When I am finally at the point I want to be it will not be without voice or choices I will have both it is Sirs way therefore my way as well. My ramble for today is over.
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6/16/2021 2:07 pm |
Happy for you dear
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congradulations
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 Slave rick
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6/17/2021 10:35 am |
Like reading your blog the understanding if that's right word you both have and love to is so evident xxx
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8/11/2021 2:10 pm |
Great blog, id love for us to talk some time =)
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